Posted

Mar 12th 2005

Mood

Relaxed

Music

Modest Mouse - Wild Packs of Family Dogs

I have so much stuff going on right now that I should actually be scrambling to get everything done. But still I am laid back and casual about everything as usual.

Well, I have 3 things that I consider important things to do. School, work, and Flash. In that order too.

I'm in trouble gradewise and partially financially in school right now. I have deficincies in Economics and English. Econ I simply don't understand. And it doesn't help that they compare donuts to nuclear missile defense as an example in the text. In English I wasn't feeling good for a few days so I didn't go to my morning class. So I just have to hand in some assignments and I'm in the clear there.

However, I'm being billed an extra $300 USD for 'intentional damages' to my issued computer. Of course they send the bill to me the Thursday before spring break and the people that I wanted to talk to on Friday were already gone. So I have to wait until this Monday to get it straightened out.

Work wise I have been working on remodelling my Grandmother's kitchen while she is gone. Right now I am laying down new subflooring and tearing down the old ceiling. And the house is kind of old so none of the corners are angled at 90 and it is a pain to get some simple stuff done. And I've been working fromm 11 AM to 6 PM every this week during my break. And my weekends before now too. I'm going to work tomorrow too I think. Even though I've been told I don't have too I just feel totally incompetent for not getting as much done as I had planned.

But I need to find a real job that actually pays some money. At least $300. I had applied at various fast foods, grocery stores, and other places that claimed to be hiring and I haven't gotten anything yet. I haven't had a real job and I've been applying every few months for the past 2 years.

But also I haven't had any real time to work on flash for almost 2 weeks now. And that makes me sad. Tonight I will work on it. And hopefully finish my collab piece for the LL Choppy Story Collab. This is the longest I've used my computer all week.