Posted

Mar 7th 2012

Mood

Sad

Ever since I opened my deviantART in 2004/5, I figured that I could use it to better myself. I gave up on submitting stuff for a while...

Then in Feb 2007, a close friend of mine (at the time) introduced me to this little site. For quite some time, I posted pretty much everything I deemed worthy of being here.

Then along came 2008. A lot of changes were made (including staff), some killed the users' morale something terrible. As a result, all the people who used to watch me moved on to deviantART.

2009, and I could visualize the tumbleweed just strolling past my updates. Yeah, it became clearer to me that SA is slowly but surely dying. A lot of my messenger friends who were here had moved from/left SheezyArt. I decided that I should leave, but not in the form of "DELETING MY ACCOUNT. BYE." leave, just more of a "I CAN'T BE AS ACTIVE HERE AS I USED TO BE". So I went back to dA to start submitting there and built a simple music player for my Audio tracks to be heard.

2011. News of DrawRawr rang my ears. I asked to see if he could get me into the Beta stages of the site. Now, at first it started off as an okay site with a brilliant admin staff, then along came the MOD AUDITIONS... From then on, the "free opinion and zero bullying" concept just evaporated. The Mods quickly because obsessed with their new-found authority position.

It is now 2012, and not much has really changed. This place is still as quiet as ever, and it looks like there is no point in submitting anything anymore. However, I still have this hope that SA shall rise again.
Drawrawr hasn't improved, I've had to block the mods that were giving me the most trouble. Although this has given me peace, I still feel threatened by the site at times.
(Sorry Catherine, I still want to be a part of this, I just wish that the mods weren't mostly pains in my arse.)

Anyway, sorry about the lack of activity here. You'll find me more active over on my deviantART, which is here: PHLiM2 @ deviantART