Everybody wants to be a cat : SheezyArt

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October 2005: I can fly
June 2005: Inside my mind
May 2005: Ladies, gentlemen...; Ladies, gentlemen...; The amazing chocolateer; A dream worth keeping; The river's just a river
April 2005: Change every lock and key
March 2005: The Second Star to the Right; No such thing as faith, trust, and pixie dust.; Johnny Test; Happy.
February 2005: Aaaaaaaaaaaa; OH. MY. GOD.; Your heart is grieving; Set the alarms!; True? Yes.; LOL!; So, here is a riddle, to guess if you can...; Everybody wants to be a cat

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Oswald8: Everybody wants to be a cat

Posted: Feb 4th 2005
Mood: Shaky
Music: Someday - HoND

Waaaaaaaaa crap. It's valentine's day soon. God damnit I hate that day. When I'm IN a relationship on that day, the person I'm with does NOTHING, ZILTCH about Valentine's day, and when I'm with nobody, stalkers get me candy o_O. Not that I don't like it. lol. I don't know how I feel about that day. I've had good days as I've had bad ones. Now I'm all alone and I miss having a boyfriend :(, but ya know, I learned my lesson

, I can't just be with ANYBODY I don't know. Being in a relationship nowadays is so complicated...I feel like the only WAY to ever start a relationship is to say "hey, I've talked to you for 5 minutes, wanna have sex?" like...NO goddamnit. Sex is EVERYWHERE, it's getting on my nerves. Music videos, publicity...people talk about it constantly in class, I mean...OK, it's FUNNY from time to time but GUH...we're just USED to see sex in commercials to make us buy their products now. Like, what does BUYING A FREAKING SWEATER have to do with ORGASMS? Gosh. Maybe I don't know what I'm talking about. I went from Valentine's day to sex. Yay.I'm supposed to be studying math right now and here I am typing nonesense.

My sis's music is freaking loud and I can hear the bass through my wall. I have to support that 24 hours a day, When I'm not at school. On weekends, WHEN I CAN FINALLY SLEEP, the FIRST THING THAT WAKES MY UP AT 9 IN THE MORNING IS THE FREAKING BASS. God I hate it. I HATE IT I HATE IT. I'm so frustrated today, I don't know why.

OK. OK. HAPPY THOUGHTS.

NOT WORKING.

LALALALALAA.

I hate my economy teacher. My room's a mess. My sis is real stupid. No one wants to go to the movies with me friday, not even my MOM.

I can't wait for the school year to finish, but at the same time, I'm kind of comfortable right now. There are a lot of people I'm gonna miss. I hope I don't lose contact with EVERYONE...but you know, we all have to learn to let go someday, too. I've made a couple of new friends this year, which is cool...I mean, they're not my FRIEND FRIENDS like the caf invaders, just my friends. I dunno.

Well, I'm off to study math. Cya kids. Sorry for the pessimism.

Comments

iPokeEyes Says:

We don't have school next friday SOOOO do you want to go to the movies with "everybody" and we'll watch Finding Neverland with Johnny Depp *drool*
We'll go during the day and figure something out for the rest of the evening..wee
ta-ta.

Oswald8 Says:

Well....IF we go, I'd have to go early in the day because I'm going to cornwall for saturday...I gotta be at my uncle's work (close to fairview) by 4 o'clock, and then he'll drive me there...I dunno! :0

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