Posted

Nov 6th 2009

Mood

I got a feeling
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
that tonight’s gonna be a good night
-"I got a feeling" - Black Eyed Peas

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Wednesday, I started sensing something. I didn't know what, but it made me feel pleasant. I figured it due to my not-uncle leaving my house for a while, which killed a lot of my stress.

Thursday, that pleasant feeling continued. In my second class, when we (the stuents) got to head outside, I realized how wonderful the weather is.
Absoulutely beautiful.
Later, waiting for my college class to begin, I felt a strong breeze. At that moment, every negative feeling I had was literally gone with the wind.
My mood didn't even die when I caught my brother in a lie about breaking a promise not to steal my candy.

Today, right now, I still feel good.
I've been told my good mood is due to the weather (I love the Autumn/Winter weather), but I know it's not.
I'm sensing a massive shift in moon from the people around me-at home, at school, everywhere.
A subtle, but dramatically effective, change.
And it's toward the good.

At this time, I'm wishing that I could feel this happiness below the surface (where it sits right now).
I wish I could be really happy.
But at the moment, surface bliss is good enough.



~Starsity out.