You zetta sons' of digits. Read or prepare to be iterated!
- Posted
- Sep 4th 2009
- Mood
- Dreary
- Music
- Sink Into Me-Taking Back Sunday
I don't know why, but all of a sudden I just.... don't feel like life is worth it.... My heart aches, my body aches, my head aches..... I just wish I could end my misery......
But I know I can't ever do that.....
sigh....
I just.... wish that my problems would evaporate into thin air.....
I'm haveing issues in school, joy..... failing spanish and math.... again....
My friends are being fuck ups.... Case A: Friend one brought a baby bottle of german hard liquour to school and got caught. Is now suspended.... Case B: OTHEr friend, Friend Two, isn'tdoing her homework and is failing worse than I am... if she's gone... I-I don't think I could hold my sanity.....
I'm getting more and more violent....
I actually wanted to injure myself yesterday......
I dug my nails into my arm deep and hard.... the pain felt like a blissful release from the pain of my heart....
I need help, badly...
The world is garbage.
SaixPuppy Says:
I know this'll seem a bit harsh, but I could lie and say everything will be hunky-dory.
get over it.
Shit happens.
people get depressed.
eat some ice cream and play your favorite video game.
maybe watch some porn.
Do what ya gotta do.
Evolution COV Says:
Life will get better for you eventually. It always does.
aristokat Says:
Stephanie…don’t let tyranny and tragedy rule who you are..so some determantion,courage, and self-reliance. Tell yourself you must get thru this...life is so much better after the shithole called "high"school or in your case "magnet" school. Trust me...it gets a hell of alot better..i swear on my heart its true love..and if that lil speech doesn't work..jsut have faith that i still love you.