Posted

Aug 26th 2009

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Blank

Music

Schism - Tool

EDIT: Just ocurred to me that this journal is quite tl;dr looking back at it. If you don't have the patience to read, stow whatever it is that you wanna say, please.

Proper journal for once. I've missed doing those ever since school began. In general I enjoy doing such journals more and at more of a time space as it'll be more interesting.

Well atleast imo.

So, a while ago, Monday specifically, I bought tickets for In Flames who just so happened to once in the most unexpected turn of events, actually go on a tour which will also meet its face with the little small once-danish town no one gives a shit about which is Malmo. So that just adds another ticket to my repertoir of upcoming things I can look forward to. So Muse in October and In Flames in December.

Funny. Real life balances out with internet life on such scales that what's the point of being at one place more than another? School is finally kicking up for real now. Its the 8 hour in school stuff. Wake up at 7, be at school 8:15 AM, be back home 4:35 PM, and not even before we get proper homework, I get in motherly arguments. Parental for that matter.

People just seem to worry too much yeah? Especially parents.

On the other hand Sheezy and the internet is becoming boring. No one's talkative lately and no one wants to talk. Well, there are some few people I talk alot to, you guys should know who you are, but people are so without life nowadays.

I could rant over alot honestly. Over how everyone's leaving over baww bannings, stupid unjustified reasons, people who leave to become furries and their boyfriends clinging onto them like its dependent of life to not follow their own whim or the childishness that enters the mind that such a small incident means life.

But that wouldn't make me better than the people I would be trying to slap a bit of sense in their face to. What's the point in trying? They can be stupid and sod off for all I care.

I'm going to admit it, I personally despise these people. Even though I don't know alot about them, and even though I've spoken with them once and then, seen them on Sheezy. I still despise them. Alot. And I come clean with that why now and in public? Because these people left. Retaliated because they wouldn't realize that they're just adding onto a problem. Nothing here is the mods' fault, it's yours. Reffer to journal of awesome so I wont have to take up more space than it is necessary.

I guess that's a major flaw of mine.

Grim days. Perhaps just the school pressure being back up again? I have no idea. But its really no fun.

Maybe Dom was right. Maybe I should have attended that animation school.

Which speaking of I cant seem to animate or draw anything properly in a while, too reliant on art trades to get anything done. I speak too much of a series that I want to animate when instead of drawing conceptual art I write material and fine tune the kinks, imagining such scenes while I listen to the music that inspires said scenes.

It's starting to turn into something visual novel like by aspects. Which I've actually overweighed the thought about alot of times. I already have a program to make such, so why not? Much easer to do than an animation, mostly just still art and text.

I'm not going to give up on animation though, my goal has and will always be to bring my project to a moving picture medium. Just that those plans will be on hold for until I stop being a lazy ass. And find voice actors.

I've written so much plot backlines to the stories. What once started off as a thrilleresque action series has evolved and processed by the time of events into a psychological drama. So much changed with the characters.

Most notabely Pandora. A few months ago, sometime after I made her she was the embodiment of socially shy but still filled with secrets. Now she's the mentally disordered Aspie kid with Schizophrenia, who on the search for her dad alienates everyone she's ever known and loved, forgetting about the people that matters the most only to fulfill efforts to satisfy everyone when what people want to tell her is, dont forget yourself and who you are.

I've done a bit too much. Loading off everything at once wont feel proper really. Development sure but tidbits will have to be done.

If I can I'll be sharing some more of them to close friends. Fun to go on with development.

I have drawn a bit however. But keeping up with my habit of only showing a sneak peek, I'm just gonna post a little excerpt without actually posting the full blown drawing since I kinda like this one a bit more than my other art, and which I'll color sometime after I finish Toast's art trade. I need proper art on here anyway.



I'm fairly sure I've shown this to quite a few people already. Might show it to a few more if I feel like it.

As for interests and other stuff that's going on

I haven't played my Xbox in a while. Which I need to, Gold expires soon. Might as well get some L4D gaming done, maybe a few achievements at that.

I've been playing alot of different DK games, such as DK64 and DKC2. Addicted to the soundtracks of both.

I've began to enjoy Marilyn Manson a bit in an effort to widen musical horizons. Well, actually only two albums. Mechanical Animals and Antichrist Superstar. Mainly cause of the sound and its not as generic like Holywood and The Golden Age of Grotesque.

I realized I love Suwako atleast as much as I love Utsuho.

I made an Utsuho browser.

And I cant be on Tuesday's anymore.

Pre-ordered the special edition of Muse's The Resistance, featuring the making of. Box-Set doesnt feel worth the £59 and I dont play Vinyls.

Saw VI has another poster. Still long for the soundtrack.



SOAD is still on hiatus.

Made new friends in school.

Going to check out Dir en Grey sometime soon.

Yeah.

Etc.

Also Matt Bellamy of Muse is in Guitar Hero 5.



Fuck yeah.