Posted

Jul 11th 2009

Mood

Depressed

Well.

my life is just fucked up atm.
i am in love with my best boy mate who is bloody obssessed with sex and will not give up on the idea that we should have sex.

which won't happen

he knows how i feel... i love him but i can't deal with his shit anymore... he uses others tbh.... badly

many ask what i see in him and my answer is... everything you don't.

and i just feel im losin control of everything and im losing mates....


I feel like a failure... and a loser and i feel like given up.

PLUS MY PET FISH DIED :'(




I might leave sheezy.... i hardly come on.... i hardly put art on.... i think my art is shit and everyone else seems to love johns drawing.... another thing i use to be before he took it from me.
the favourite child.... even though my mum says that bullshit... she sticks up for him and im like FUCKIN HELL I CAN'T WIN.

so yes.... i might leave sheezy... and such....

i dunno what to do with anything anymore... :S


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