Posted

Jun 16th 2009

Mood

Undetermined

so my mom sined me up for conformation without telling me! i started Monday and it was horrible, i started having more and more violet urges, worse then my normal ones as the day went on. then this morning after opining we had a guest speaker, and had to do two hours of health on sexual astute. i hate health which made the urge stronger so i started reading to distract me but one of the adults sow me and came over, she touched my shoulder and told me to put it away. i wonted to through the book at her and tell her to go to hell but i somehow controlled my self. then i had the urge to stab the girl siting next to me so i took my pensal, sharped it and stabbed my self in the left for arm, i ended up carving things into it for the rest of class.
so if i disiper it could be because in in juvy or the happy home or something, gust thought id worn u