Posted

Jun 10th 2009

Mood

Stressed

~copy and paste from DA~

finally I just finished my last exam I got sick from studding and doing homework/projects ... but it's nothing to be happy about sadly ._.

I am typing this on college now when I get home mom will take the laptop from me and hide it in the locker , cuz she don't trust me like she said <<; the only reason I have it now just for college and studying :/ what a great b-day gift isn't it =_=

I also have to catch up and go to a hospital for my arms to see whats wrong with them ><;; they still hurt :c got some x-ray for my spin but I am not sure what it had to do with my arms

It didn't end there yet , after a week from today I have to do a surgery "Lazar/Lazic or what ever" for my eyes .. so I can finally get rid of glasses and see well ~ that something good but I hope I wont get out from there blind D: after this surgery I have to stay away from every thing that may hurt my eyes like TV or computer or even reading for a whole month .. boring + I have problems with my knees and teeth too .... you could say I'll be visiting hospitals a lot in the up coming days!!

mom wont be willing to let me use any computer or draw cuz she think it's useless and call my work crap and stuff .. the only way she will let me work or draw my crap if I am getting something from them .. so I am thinking of taking commissions after a month or 2 ~ + I need money to buy my self some tools and a table to work on it you know my OWN stuff "mom said it's okey if I did that~" , don't want to ask them anything cuz on the end they will talk crap to me about it or say like they always do " you don't deserves it or we wasted money on you or other crap I so hate it" . so I want to work for my own money I got tiered of ppl coming and asking me for a request all the time and cuz I am a nice person I never say no.. so from now on no more request or art tread till I am done with all what I have here now *a pile or works like from over 3-4 years ago*, so I really need some help when I get back here again...

First off this is very important

for all those who waiting something from me plz comment here or send a note/PM about it so I could remember I have a bad memory so refresh me~ I am making a list of those who I own them a drawing or two I don't want to miss anyone okey! and don't you try to fool me I do have a bad memory but not that bad and just show up and ask for a drawing =_= ;; lot did that already sadly so plz understand my situation don't make it any difficult on me than it is T_T

for those who wants to ask for commissions you can send a note/PM about it I can see it later when ever I am on ~ when I get every thing in my hands I'll put up the rules about it~

I may not get on YIM or MSN for a long time till I get my TRUST back from my family but I may come here from now and then om my main computer but wont do much ... so if you want to contact me just send a note/PM or drop by my DA that the only way so far :/

I cant think right now I am tired not sure if I missed something I want to say or not and I hope I didn't waste your time by reading this.... but I am sure will miss you guys alot~ I mean it ._.

ahh well bye for now this took me a hour to type lol I suck