Posted

Jun 3rd 2009

Mood

Less than, actually.

I'm gonna be honest, I'm stressed out. I really want to compete, but that damned lottery has my nerves all bundled up. 128 players. Something like 300 showed up to the last couple of spots, and this Philly regional has the potential to have many more, being close to New York and D.C.. Ugh.

I keep having dreams where I get in but my team isn't prepared or I'm missing something, and I need to get somewhere and back before time runs out and never make it. At least I get in, huh? My imagination is a little much sometimes.

Now that school's out, this first month is always dry and boring. Pokémon has perfect timing, but the fact I have NOTHING else on my plate right now is taking its toll. I'm obsessing. Since I pretty much sit at the computer at work 90% of the time (like right now!) my exposure to it is pretty much a majority of the day.

Painting furniture, swimming, at the gym... I think I stopped thinking strategy for a moment the other day when my girlfriend was over, but she brought it up and the party started again.

I'll feel better on sunday, either way.