Posted

May 5th 2009

Mood

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Music

Kero (9) Destiny - Silver Forest

First I'll get the stress thing out, then stuff about a new Geass project.


I just have to ask this. I have been under god knows how much stress lately. Quite frankly, it's really taking a toll on me too. Yesterday and today, I've had headaches on and off and constant dizzy spells, and for the past few days, I've been in serious amounts of body pain. My scowers of Wikipedia have lead me to believe I'm dehydrated, but I don't know what it could be for certain. Meanwhile, my mind keeps finding things to be stressed over (If it's not family stress, it's boyfriend, if it's not that, it's the friend I've been worried about) and I'm to the point I don't even know how to handle it and fearing what could happen.

So really, if anyone has any suggestions on how to deal with stress so I'm not so tense and irritable all the time, I would really appreciate the suggestions!


Now, as for that project...

I have a program called Danmaku-fu. I need to learn the programming language for it still, but I'm saving that for now. Anyone familiar with the Touhou Project games should know what I hope to do.

Ever since I did the Tristan Armor picture, I've been wanting to do a Touhou-esque game called 'Variable Knightmare Armor'. I would make Lelouch, Suzaku and Gino playable and possibly six different routes (two per character) and maybe a secret character. So I'm not really sure how to start my approach to it. Now, I have to ask. Is it worth pursuing to do this? If so, how should I start? Should I design most of the Knightmare Armored characters for it first? Should I try to do a test run level? Should I learn the layout of the sprites and do those first?

I'd love to be able to get a sort of team together to work on it, but I think it'd be all my endeavor. xD;


In other news, gah! Thirteen days until my birthday. This is so weird to think about.