Posted

Apr 20th 2009

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FOREWARD
i noticed that most of my journals are really short and dumb.

if anyone ever complains ill probably just start posting really long whiny journals like some people about how badly my life sucks.

no one wants that.

anyways.

okay so how about we write a proper journal this time?!
y/y?

y.

okay?
okay.

ps real life drama bs so this past friday i was
SUPPOSED TO;
-go to my boyfriends show
-have a bonfire (i had invited several of my friends)

INSTEAD I;
-didnt go to the show
-blew off kate for her boyfriend
-blew off robert on our 4 month
-bought 3 six packs of rolling rock to share among alex, our friend mitch, and myself
-got drunk and had a jolly good time.
-found out that mitches belly makes an amazingly good pillow.

MY REASONING WAS;
-kate is pretty much ALWAYS obsessing over alex, blabbing about their relationship problems and coming to me with her jealous venting spew. so i didnt want her there to bitch and whine, as i had been forced to put up with it for a week.
-robert has been talking to kate a lot lately, so i didnt want him to alert kate that her boyfriend was doing something SHE wasnt involved in. god forbid.
-robert had been ignoring me and wed been having arguments which i still can not comprehend. i hate arguing.

THE NEXT DAY I;
-felt really guilty and realized all the dumb decisions i made
-apologized and bawled to kate
-made things better with robert. make up sex, yay.
-later realized kate is full of shit as usual and had been making up stuff about stacy and kyle trying to get with her just to piss alex off. she also sent me some texts friday night from my friend stacys phone and was trying SO HARD to make me feel bad, lol. she also lied about the texts and told me they were from stacy, lolzrofl.
-realized how full of shit kate is.
-had a hard time feeling guilty when i had so much fun and had a stress free night.


TLDR; fuck off i typed all that bullshit you will read it.
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