- Posted
- Apr 17th 2009
- Mood
- Depressed
- Music
- Loneliness and Lonely Memories
Dear friends and bro
Well... everyone this is my last and final journal to write. I may my decision that I'm giving up my whole life cause I'm tired and sick of everything to know what I would do next whenever people are so depressed, hard, anxious, too much pain, suffering, irritated and more negative ways... I was only trying to help you but I take it personal that you don't need my help which I find it is very selfish and somewhat hardy for reason. Despite that I don't have real friends in six years and my father passed away in five years when I feel depressed and suffered every months then I don't know what I do next to fight off my depression and problems... Making friends is just too hard for me I only find someone who is trustworthy or something to get along but it's way too much for me to do. I would say farewell and good bye all that I no longer use my computer to web surf and no longer play video games or online games cause I'm giving up my life.
Sincerely,
Onyx Wolf
AuroranWolf Says:
But there's no point in giving up! Giving up is a waste of so much you can find out there. Sure, there are people out there who are mean or don't care, but there are alos people who do! I care! You've been my friend ever since I was 12. I loved coming home to check my email and get one from you. We'd chat about Pokemon, wolves and who knows what for hours. I loved it. ^^
I know it can be hard to find friends, but that's how it is for most of us. Finding good friends isn't just a walk in the park. You have to reach out and explore the world, find new people you have never met before. That's what life is all about: loving one another, finding new friends and faces, and experimenting along the way.
Don't give up... There's so much you'll miss out on if you do.