Posted

Dec 7th 2008

Mood

Bored

Music

Burzum - War

Well...it's been awhile I've update my sheezyart account. I mean...lately what I saw on my past journals and galley.

Oh my god....that's a huge depression I've ever had.

I mean I'll tell the whole reason why I was depressed in the past and acting like this.

You see when I moved school since. I was hugely depressed, because most kids in the school are mean, assholes, and retarded. The teachers are same way except the retarded part. The school is kind of like pre-school high school and I can't learn a thing. . .

So...a year after I FINALLY move schools last year. I was still bit depressed due of lacking friends and showing emotions. But few things gave me few positive Self-Essem.

So this year, I hadn't been depressed ever since...It's kind of amazing and with my new implant which is wireless and I can hear bit better.

So....I guess my depression is bit cured...hopefully.

So...to those I've hurt, angsty, annoyed suffer, and worried about me due of my depression. I apologize for any kind of behavior I've acted.

But I'm not returning to Sheezyart, becauase I've decide to keep my work to myself due of people stealing shit and calming their own --;. I prefer keep my music poetry/lyrics to myself until I make my official demo. I'm making a demo this year, but it'll be played by my keyboard and recorded with my MP3 device.

Just updating and letting all of my watchers know =D