Posted

Dec 5th 2008

Mood

Icky

Music

Love-Coloured Master Spark - ZUN

Random updates! MWAHAHA. Sometimes life hates me, sometimes it doesn't. Lawl.


--'OMGYAY!'

Dad got another job! He's going off to Ohio Sunday for..training, I think, and he'll be starting Monday.


--'MY BRAIN HURTS!' (aka Health)

Since I had a bronchospasm in August which caused a hospital visit, I've been running out of breath extremely easily. I still get times that it's hard to breathe and chest pain occasionally (about one week per month, short time each day, it seems) but nothing serious. I have the inhaler if I need it, which I haven't yet. I just need to make sure I don't get too active, or... sing like I did earlier. Oh, why did I sing Reincarnation like that...

I was told previously it'd take months for my breathing to get back to normal, by a friend who had bronchitis twice. I'm also wondering if my spine is out of place, therefore causing the sternum and skeletal scructure around the chest to constrict, causing minor problems. I feel (or hear) a little popping in my chest sometimes, so it has me curious.

Currently I have pain issues, but those are normal. xD


--'WHAT IS LOVE? BABY DON'T HURT ME, DON'T HURT ME, NO MORE!'

Relationship with Copain is still going well enough. I'm convinced he somehow knows my conversations! I was talking to Mithy the other night and venting a little frustration about him (thanks for listening to me ramble too, Mith xD;; ) over his little disappearing sometimes, but the next day, he was like "No WoW today! I'm spending time with you until I have to go to bed!"

I was like "o_o Did you just get my conversation from last night?" in my mind. xD

I also came to realize, that in all three of my relationships, there was always another guy that liked me. That... kind of annoys me, and baffles me. What do guys see in me!? ._.


--'And now, for something completely different.'

I figured a while ago that I'd try to get a job at the nearby mall... but I decided against it. With my breathing acting up again, and how my sleep schedule was thrown off for a few days again (one day I woke at 6:30 PM, another day 7 PM and the next at 9:30 PM), and the fact that since I can't drive, mom would be carting me around too... Yeah, I'd rather not. I'd love to have my own income, but Winters in Pennsylvania can sometimes be treacherous, and I'd rather not have to have mom out in it longer than she needs to be.

And I don't want to be in a mall in the holiday season on my own. :/ A robbery apparently took place that recently at night (which doesn't say much for security), so that's one thing, and... quite frankly, I know I'd be hit on eventually! I hate being stared at, and I hate being hit on even more.

Siiiiiiiiiiigh. And I want to draw more. And actually get a holiday picture done this year.

..I should get a holiday layout too... Kirby Weinberg's lasted long enough. xD

Also, random question. Does anyone know how to get Windows XP to support Japanese? I don't like seeing random symbols and questions marks when I go to my usual Japanese Geass/Boktai sites. And having the Japanese characters lets me identify what I actually like to look at... xD; (I can read 'Boktai', 'Django', 'Sabata', 'Gino', 'Suzaku' and have reference for 'Code Geass' if I need it, but without the characters, I'm kinda stuck. xD; *fails so much*)