Posted

Nov 14th 2008

Mood

Ashamed

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

I Fear…

[ ] the dark
[X] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[X] giving birth (Would be slightly terrifying to try to push a baby out of me. Not vry female here.)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

Total so far: 3

[ ] being touched
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] failure
[X] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[X] my SO's dad
[x] my SO'S mom (I in general fear my SO's parents, as I seek approval verymuch so.)
[ ] rats
[X] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

Total so far: 6

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[X] death
[ ] heaven
[X] being robbed
[X] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[X] having great responsibilities( See 'Success')
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

Total so far: 10

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty (HAHAHHAHAHAHAHA)
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[X] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[X] growing up

Total so far: 14

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
TOTAL: 17

I'm a big baby, despite being normal. Biggest fear by far, is change.