Posted

Nov 12th 2008

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Bored

Music

let it rock - kevin rudolph

DONT WORRY. i didnt move names. i moved towns, haha.


Cambridge, MA > Westfield, MA


its been pretty exhausting.. all the painting and moving and the riding in seemingly unstable U-Hauls that are packed to the brim with 18 years of shit in it. it was traumatic LOL but nothing broke! so its all good. ever since i moved from westbuttfuck to the big city boston, ive been very timid. i havent started school yet, nope nope. but when i went to enroll i had NEW KID stamped in bright red on my forhead apparently. every eye was glued on me, in positive ways maybe? probably just negative. but i played it cool and didnt make eye contact with the silly children i'll probably never really get to know as my highschool class of 2010 (my real class is back at my old school) and i dont plan on making too many friends..im not purposely being antisocial its just i dont expect all these city kids to fall in love with me and my little country-girl ways, lol.

what ever :] so basically i moved from no-where, MA ... to art-enriched cambridge with a graphic artist for a neighbor ... a prison next door and a jail guard for a neighbor ... the irony is, i'm striving to become a graphic artist, and my mother came here BECAUSE of her job at a state maximum security prison.

how convenient, right? and theres sushi bars around every corner. what more could i ask for? well.. more money. which leads me to, hopefully im getting a job at sears or whole foods :] or both... woo, there goes my free time!

my dog seems to be getting used to this. a country dog moving to the city, hes been REALLY timid lately. and jumpy. we were going for our nightly walk and came around a corner the same time as this man, and my dog, either spooked or guarding me or both, jumped and started growling and barking ... the poor man almost fell over, and had to grab onto a pole.

now, my dog would never harm a fly unless he had to. part time guard dog, full time cuddlebug.

we've already had some psycho neighbors (this isnt the first time people have had to deal with them complaining for the stupidest shit) threaten us and my dog. "oh, so THAT thing is going to be living here now?" and my mom says, "Yes, and you'll just have to deal!" so the psycho neighbor says "We'll see how long that thing lasts" ...

i love my dog with all my heart. if i were to EVER catch someone being even slightly aggressive, threatening, or anything else, towards my baby, theyre not going to get out of it alive. I've already had to kick a dog in the ribs to get it away from Moosie before it attacked him. im against animal cruelty, dont get me wrong, but that dog was vicious, and i was protecting my own.

blahh. People arent as nice in the city... well they are. someone is either WAYY nice or simply stale and asshole-ish. But ive been stuck in my room for two weeks now, getting out every now n then, so i've barely seen anything yet haha.

im done blabbing :]