Posted

Nov 8th 2008

Mood

Dead

Music

Audiovisions

I will let you down.


So right now, I am laying on my couch.

In my underwear.

In the dark.

With a candle and meditation music.

Like I have been for the past three or so days.




I think I'm gonna drop out of high school.

I'm so sick of it. The stupid people. The BS classes. The pointlessness of it all.

It's just driving me deeper and deeper into this hole.

People don't understand what it's like for it to be painful to try to think about anything at all.

They just keep pushing and pushing and pushing and I swear to god if I don't get out of here soon I am going to snap.






So I'll just finish up the two classes I need to graduate at the community college and be done with it.

Sure, those failing grades from the classes I'll be dropping will go on my GPA, and I won't graduate with my class, but frankly. I just don't care.

Good riddance.




I will make you hurt.