Posted

Oct 20th 2008

Mood

Delighted

Music

Crystal Castles - Crimwave. o:

I have just recently found out again how to post a journal,
this is an unique technique so I'm testing it out just now.

I'm concerned about how I used to display my own person with so little care over the internet.
The times have changed and privacy is not a part of the internet any longer.

My style of bringing over news to ya is therefor gonna change a bit.
Heather you are a stalking freak, stop craving for new content of mine, in all forms. Stop being lame.

So then. This is sheezyart only.
I've been spamming my account with music because I don't draw anymore.
there are many reasons for that;
1. I got a new computer with Windows Vista
2. It doesn't approve of the old tablet and now I borrowed one that does not work properly.
3. Computer keeps failing on me.
4. Making music is easier, faster and more fun.
5. It's just a phase. After music It'll be literature time again and then eventually Art has it's turn again.

Alot of things that previously were still left with some sense have now recently faded away as well.
It leaves a taste of a chaotic ambience. Things are becoming more and more random, while becoming more and more predictable.

I announced a sequel to LSD-DMT didn't I?
Yeah. well I'm not gonna make it.
The lack of feedback, support, motivation and inspiration mixes up to make it impossible.
I'm not only lazy but my whole environment is set up to make it more difficult to me.
It still hasn't changed much..

So yeah. I'll either really rot away and end up killing myself in my weird slow ways or somebody takes me away and puts me somewhere else.

My own life is really not worth anything no more, to me, so incase nobody else would want it...
That sounds weird but that's how I mean it, if I don't get "bought" and put to better use then I'm just gonna waste all potential away.
I got no fuel.


Hey Hey, that's just how it is, no hard feelings.
High Five.