Posted

Oct 19th 2008

Mood

ALIVE!

Oh, jeez!~

I haven't updated here since July and I just noticed that tonight. Ah-hahahaha... Oh gods.

Well then. I'm well into my fourth year at college. I always seem to be busy, but that's very well life in a nutshell. I probably won't be updating much here if at all until winter break hits. Hopefully by then, I'll have more exciting things to show. I have however put up a few things under work in progress. I usually do submit more to my DA account though. Sorry!

To humor myself, STEALS IT. From the mighty

TEN THINGS

TEN things you wish you could say to TEN different people right now:
1. Kenny, I hope things work out for you and Evan. I don't know if they will, but here's to you, 'gardless.
2. Morgan, you're a pain in the ass sometimes, but I know your intentions are good.
3. Jess, you and I have known each other for a decade now. Now, let's hit six more of those. If not more.
4. Kati, I'm sorry I didn't seem very empathetic about your move. I care. I just know that moving is a part of life we have to accept to be who we wanna be. We'll still see each other, albeit not very often. But I guess that's what the internet is for.
5. Duncan, I'll be there for you whenever I can. I know we don't talk even half as much as we used to. But it dun mean I don't care for you. To be honest, it's made me realize how much more I really do care for you, man.
6. Bossard, I apologize for sayin' what I said 'bout you and Rachel, although I know you'll never read this. I know what it is to love someone and want them to love you back. I do hope one day she will because I know you would treat her right.
7. Kohl, I don't know how I came to be called your second older sister, but I'm honored to be. I'll try to be around more often, so that I can talk to you.
8. Kiwi, I hope we can talk more. I know I'm so busy these days, but I always enjoy our conversations when we have them.
9. Blaise, you're a good kiddo despite yourself. I think you'll be really friggin' sweet with whatever field you decide to go into.
10.

NINE things about yourself:
1. Art has become my life. I seriously don't have much of a social life at the moment because of it.
2. I used to play video games all the time. Now, not so much but I do enjoy a fun game here and there.
3. I'm ridiculous. People know me to be a witty, sarcastic, cynic. I hear I'm either scary to talk to or freakin' hilarious.
4. I swear like a sailor and I'm gonna be a teacher. Hm...
5. I have so many so-called super cool ideas. Thing is I rarely execute them 'cause I replay them in my mind to the point that I bore of them.
6. I'm more empathetic than I let on. So I like to think. Let's just say I've had my own fair share of experiences or ones through other people's stories or whatever.
7. I'm terribly anti-drug. I have friends that do them casually, but no matter how much I try to be understanding, I just cannot accept people doing what they're doing to themselves. It really bothers me seeing someone hurt themselves and not being able to do anything about it 'cause I gotta respect their decision.
8. I don't know what to believe, religion-wise. So, really. I'm very controversial and out-spoken about my thoughts, just trying to piece things together. And it can anger people. 'Course, I don't blame them.
9. I love to sing and write and listen to music and watch movies and all that jazz. Despite being a royal bitch, I'm just your average chick wanting to do something with my life yet have some fun, too.

EIGHT ways to win your heart:
1. Share with me your stories. Then, listen to and actually take interest in my own.
2. Be honest yet respectful. Trust me as I would you.
3. Bear with my hardships and praise my succcess. But know when and how to correct me without making me feel the fool completely.
4. Teach me how to smile and laugh heartily. And show me your own purest confession of a quirky smirk.
5. Don't leave me hanging. Keep your promises. You know I'll keep mine.
6. Hugs are an amazing way to start the day.
7. Don't talk about other girls you like. It's okay to keep the field open. I just don't want to know about it.
8. Laugh with me. Cry with me. Hold me. Call me. Be there for me.

SEVEN things that cross your mind a lot:
1. Somethin' I won't admit here [Space reserved for that though ;]
2. UGHWORK
3. What am I gonna do as a teacher? @@; Can I even be a good one?
4. I wanna go on a roadtrip so bad!
5. Crap! What are we gonna do with Aftermath?
6. I should really draw something in color...
7. Why can't I get those damned A's in my studios? ;;

SIX things you do before you fall asleep:
1. Check Aftermath.
2. Drink tea.
3. IM people for a little bit.
4. Work on 2D stuff last minute.
5. Worry about workload/plan out what I'll be doing the next day in my head.
6. Try to do something productive and decide "Screw it!" and go to bed.

FIVE people who mean a lot at the moment:
1. Duncan
2. Kenny
3. Eric
4. My dad
5. My roomie, Krista

FOUR things you're wearing right now:
1. My Felix jammies. =O
2. My locket I received from my Grammy last year.
3. My gray hoodie, 'cause it's a bit chilly tonight. No longer covered in clay from ceramics might I add. ;D
4. PANTIESOHSHIT.

THREE songs that you listen to often:
1. Your Guardian Angel by The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
2. Superman by Less Than Jake
3. Sakura Kiss from Ouran High School Host Club oO;

TWO things you want to do before you die:
1. Find someone I love and be with them the rest of this little insignificant life. ;D
2. See the world better than I've ever seen it before.

ONE confession:
1. I used to be a real jerk when I was younger-Oh wait. I still am.

Okay, seriously? I still care for someone more than I'll ever admit. 'cause I know if I said anything right now, it would only spell trouble and complications. For that matter, I don't think I'm good enough yet and so I will try to become a better, more responsible/mature person. Then, maybe I'll be more up to his level.

That is all. ;D

~ Yoli