Posted

Oct 4th 2008

Mood

Hopeful

Sorry for the last journal, I hope I didn't make anybody worry too much, as that was not my intention.
Now that I have a new spark of hope, I shall explain.

After a week, I have concluded that I seem to have an infection.
Being too shy/embarrased to tell anybody, or go to doctor myself, I felt hopeless and doomed, and didn't know what I was going to do other than suffer a lot.

But after a walk, which gave me a chance to think, I managed to tell mother.
She will call doctor, and I should be going there on Monday.

Best case scenario: I'll just get antibiotics or something to make it go away.
Worst case scenario: I'll have to go to hospital and get it sorted out by a surgeon, which would be ok I suppose, because they'll probably put me to sleep for it.

So, thanks for those who pushed me towards the decision, and too everybody else for.. well, everything I guess.

See ya later, Jumbo-barg. Oh not him again.