Posted

Sep 22nd 2008

Mood

Bitter

Music

the sharpest lives- My chemical romance

well well well, lookithere, guess who's kind enough to grant you with their presence? It's me~
so rejoice yourself or somehting


sorry guys I havent updated in months, not thatit really matters here anyway, only a few people watch and comment harharharr.

I am loosing interest in SA at fast rate and it's bad, been with SA for what, almost 4 years? known and made many great friends that are dear to me, but it's been a year that I feel like fucking siberia everytime I get here..

DA got warmer and SA got colder? wtf?

oh well, my fault too, lack of updates, not that I don't draw anymore (even tho I mostly draw doodles instead of real work ..it's a shame really) but my computer died, and I had to fix it, now photoshop is still not installed and I lost some of my work in the progress..

my adult life is not what I expected, can't say I don't like it, but it's not what I want.. first off, I reallllllyyyyy don't want to work for a bank for the rest of my life.. seconds, I know too many people in the real world, I am kinda having troubles to keep it up, third, my cat is perfect I wanna keep him hat way ♥, fourth, money, F***ing money (sorry you will ever see swear it;s because it's quite a pain in the ass really) now I understndwhy adult only talks about that.. money money money

everythig is so darn expensive!
gah!

I don't have trouble really.. well not yet, been only 3 months Im all alone har har harr.
but gah, rent, electricity ,hydro, heat, phone, cell phone, internets, food, house supplies..... it keeps on going on forever ;;

but I might end up moving again, with people, wich will amke me save up 200$ per month, but it's a big maybe...

evrything is going so fast, and I'm having a hard time to keep up..

at least I am, I know other people who are know and who already broke down and cried..but I still go on, cuz I have to, because I have dreams and goals..

speaking of wich, might go back to school in december in animation program, if money allows me to 8D

and on the love side, well, Im good as a single person right now, not really interested in another relationship.
celebrating my 6month of singleness 8D go me! the funniest things is that all of my really close friends (the 3 that I always hang out with almost everyday) are in stable and good relationship.. so it's always akward when we go out.. they all have their bf, they snuggle they kiss and they are passionate.. I am there allone waching all this..

do I have to say, I do go out less ;;

not that I mind their love showing stuff... but you know.. sometimes I do get lonely, Im just a human afterall 8D


on this, thank you or 3 readers, for your precious time on this useless babling 8D Im glad you still did it ♥