Posted

Sep 20th 2008

Mood

Blah

Sort of.

I've been forum-whoring for the past....what, 2 months? now, which is why I'm so absent here.

I've been gaining insight about myself exponentially those past weeks, as well as redefining my spiritual views. So that, coupled with college and work leaves little time for any art.

In fact, I only have one doodle in my math notebook to show for it. That's it.

Fail.

Oh, and there's a teeny little cricket by my keyboard. As well as several daddy longlegs and a baby orbweaver. I call her Lily, she has some gorgeous markings on her abdomen.

Lots of bugs, though I'm used to them now. To the point where I barely jumped when a big leaf-ish looking bug appeared on my bathroom door in the middle of the night.

Aw, crikey went bye-bye.

So with my newfound knowlegde on totemism, I'm starting to wonder if the buggies are my "guides". My lack of ability to visualize and journey leaves me with nothing else but divination to help me figure this out, and so far the cards support my assumption.

And if anyone ever gets the chance to watch a spider spin a web by a light in the night, do stop and watch. It's an amazing thing to see, such acrobatic work involved, regardless of the web type.