Posted

Sep 11th 2008

Mood

Annoyed

This would have to be the most annoying year ever. I love all the things about it, but two.

One, my AP English teacher is really anal and just kinda mean.

Two, I get a haircut and start wearing some make-up and suddenly everyone notices me. Sure, it's like flattering and all and most girls dream of having guys all over them(ok, that's a big exaggeration, but it gets the point across), but it's seriously pissing me off.

You know, everyone gets those guys they have a crush on and then the next year, there's nothing there. That's happened to me the past couple of years. I've tried to get the attention of several guys, some w/ success(albeit minor success), but most with complete failure. And now, all of the sudden, they all see me! I really just want to go back and time and see if I had done the same as last year, would they still notice me? It's so annoying.

Plus, I've had one of my guy friends as me to homecoming. I said no (I was a little mean and still feel kinda bad about it) because I didn't want him thinking I had a crush on him. And now I hear someone else is going to ask me. And they even know about the other guy fiasco! So, basically if I say yes(which w/ who I think it is, I wouldn't want to) then I will end up hurting my other friends feelings even more! I just hate guys!

~y