Posted

Jul 23rd 2008

Mood

Slow

Music

This is love (11 min) by me

Well guys... I've had a pretty eventful past 2 or 3 weeks. I've had a whole episode of me trying to quit smoking (I picked it up after my girlfriend broke up with me a long time ago, or when the relationship was starting to go sour more like and I was dosed up on painkillers cause I just got surgery so I couldn't drink or anything... so smoking it was) and I've decided that it's too much trouble to just quit. So, I went from half a pack (12-15) a day to about 2 or 3, maybe even fewer. I'm feeling pretty good about it.

The reason why I feel good about it is that I've had a HELL of a past few weeks. Withdrawal symptoms like you'd never believe (and I didn't even think I wasn't even addicted). Fever, throwing up randomly, feet freezing, head on fire, light sensitive eyes, random migraines, waking up in pools of yellow sweat... the whole nine yards.

A girl that I love (quite literally) helped me cut back, but she wanted me to quit everything I do entirely. I think that's a little bit much, and even though it doesn't seem like much, she really pushed the damn envelope too much when she made me get rid of my Myspace account, my Facebook account, and even my Newgrounds account. NEWGROUNDS! The site that I've been a massive supporter of and a member of for three years, and submitted nearly 600 songs to! So, even as much as I love her (this is the same girl that dumped me way back when) I had to get rid of her. I don't even know why she cried; it was a 3 week relationship and I'm not the best looking of guys.

Well that's a quick update on me, fellows. Keep it easy;

-Zenon