Posted

Jul 19th 2008

Mood

Dejected

Music

Gong by Jam Project

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Have you ever had one of those days where you just aren't yourself? Yeah try dealing with that for a month (And counting).

Anyway it causes me to be compelled to do random stuff (Like draw a ton or overtalk for recent exapmles) it causes me to not sleep right nor eat right as well as want to get into the fetal position and scream then beat the crap outta something. It is scary to feel as if you're gonna have a mental breakdown.


Anyway it makes me wonder what the cause of this is. could it be the two assholes at summerschool? (One of which finds joy in sexually harassing me. I'm so close to reporting this to the officials you have no idea.) Or could it be the random time where my brain decides to stop working for a bit. Sometimes I just get a bit too stressed out for my own good and this happens however it never had for this long before.

Anyway I'm going to try a little experiment. Since summer school is over in 6 days I'm going to wait a week after it is over to see if I'm better if not then I'm not sure what I want to do.

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