Posted

Jun 13th 2008

Mood

Frustrated

Music

the Films

So today...yesterday now ( its 1 in the morning) I went to the Museum of Fine arts in Boston. Is it bad of me as an artist to think half the stuff in there is shitty art? I mean come on, theres huge $100 canvasses that looks like someone threw paint on it and rolled paint rollers over it and splattered all over it, making big globby blotches that are unattractive. There was a lot of what looked to be unfinished pencil drawings that we're recent. There was also tons of paintings where you could see the grid lines (you know the technique where it helps you to draw from a photo if you use a grid?)Some things made me cringe, like deformed faces and disproportional horse figures. How do people get famous that easily? The only exhibits that interested me was the ancient stuff, like old Chinese sculptures and Egyptian hieroglyphics. The structure of the museum was pretty cool too, besides the fact that the marble looked like a ton of spider veins that made my stomach turn all day. Heh, it was hard to tell the difference of a piece of art, or a bench. Even one of the rooms that was all sloppy and looked like they were working on it we couldn't tell if that was meant to be a form of art, or just a room under construction. Some of the stuff they had was dumb in my opinion.

Does that lessen me as an artist?
Hah, oh well !

After that we went to see Blue Man Group. They were great. I didn't expect to find them funny, but I thought they were hilarious. I really liked the strobe lights while they were drumming, it made everyone want to rave. And when they put paint on the drums as they were playing and the splash looked really cool. That was interesting. I'm really thankful that I got to go, it was a really fun time.

To end the day, we went to Fire and Ice, which is a stir fry place. I really didn't like it just because they didn't cook my food long enough, and they were getting sauces and stuff from other peoples food into my food. But the manager was hilarious so I guess it was worth it. Plus it was all you can eat and free...perfect! All I got was a plate of pasta, a ton of bacon and then some ham and a sprite. It was freezing in there so I got seconds so I could stand close to the grill haha. I don't think its somewhere I'd go back to and pay money for though, there wasn't much variety at all. I think I'd prefer and all you can eat Chinese buffet place like the one near my house.

The bus ride was the best though. I sat in the very last seat so I could socialize with everyone who happens to be driving behind our bus. And Mattt sat across from me. First we made a sign that said "honk if you're horny"...some people laughed, some honked and some gave us hand gestures to knock it off. The people that honked or smiled/laughed got to the next level, "Honk if you want head!" or if they didn't make it to that level they got a sign saying "You're no fun!"...the third level was "You make me wet!" and/or "Do I make you hard?" and Mattt was flashing people at the same time. Then before they switched lanes and laughed and honked for us, they got a sign that said "we love you!"

hehe we're so immature for our age. It's something thats a lot funnier if you were there.

I was given $60 from my mom and my grandmother for the trip today, ut I didn't spend a dime of it. I saved it because I really want to go somewhere with my boyfriend next week because we never go places besides like fast food restaurants or the arcade sometimes. I dragged him to the fair near my house and I didn't think he liked it as much as me so I want to do something that he will like, as well as me. I was also thinking about bringing him to the aquarium since I know a few people going and we could get a ride there or take the train. I'm not sure if thats something that would interest him or not. I'll ask him tomorrow though if he'd rather do that or if theres something else he'd like to do. I really like the aquarium though, because fish and the ocean creep me out so it a wonderful eerie feeling going there. I won't go if he doesn't because then I won't be able to pay for whatever we decide to do, and going somewhere fun with him that he'll enjoy is much more rewarding than the aquarium anyways. I did want to go to the beach but then I remembered how cold the water temperature is in the ocean at this time of year, and I think it would be better to save the trip until it heats up a little bit more. Whatever we decide to do, I'm really looking forward to experiencing something new and fun with him (:

Oh this Saturday I'm going job hunting with my mom. I really wanted to work at Arby's but its too far of a drive for my parents to be driving me. I think the Dunkins down the street from my house would be good because I could walk there. It might feel awkward walking through my city in a work uniform but I'm assuming I can just change in the bathroom there. I promise that I won't ever go over 110 pounds if I work there...I'll jog around the river every other day if I have to. And of course I have my bender ball and leg-squeezey thing (the reason for my nice legs ) So I think I'll get enough exercise to cancel out all the donuts I'll eat. I can't really think of anywhere else I'd work that would be easy to get to so thats the whole point of job hunting Saturday.

Oh yes, today is the last day of school. Sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeet Deeeeeeeeeeeeal. I don't even want to go I'm too excited for sleeping-in-all-day-day's. But I have to make up my algebra, spanish and biology exams since I missed them due to field trips and stuff. I'm not stepping foot into that gymnasium tomorrow though, hah. I'll find someone to come with me to Kennedy's or something and a stroll around downtown to pass the time. Oh man I can't wait. But the only thing that really sucks is its the last few months until my boyfriend goes to Maine for college, and we'll only get to see each other around holidays. But ! This is the last time I'm going to think of that until the time comes. I want to enjoy the summer with himmmm. And hopefully with Corrin as well, I really miss being wicked close best friends with her and spending summers in her camper, which is actually Murdoc's Winnebago, by the way. I'm devoting my whole summer to them and being around them. And Chris, since I miss him tonsssss and haven't seen him in over a month. And Mattt as well, duh because we're bffls and he writes on himself in permanent marker to make me feel better.

You know what I just realized today though? No school means no more Amber and her amazing amazing amazing neck and backrubs. Ah ! I will miss that a lottttt.

I still have a lot to say, (:

So how about theres this creepy guy-person-alien that was staring into my kitchen window thats in the back of my house. I'm thinking that
a.) its one of the neighborhood kids playing a prank on unsuspecting people. or
b.) Theres someone stalking someone living in my house, maybe they're studying the schedules of all of us and waiting until nobody's home to ransack my house D:
I went into my kitchen to get food and I saw the face like move down out of view, slooooooooooooooooooowly, not like it was scared of being spotted and now its fleeing fast...but its more like it was trying to frighten whoever happens to see it. My moms seen it too. I think its time to call the police, its really creepy. Another conclusion I have is that its someone out to get my Uncle Dennis who used to live here with us, who owed tons of money to drug deals that he never payed back because he was broke, homeless and jobless. I don't know where he lives now but that guy better realize that he doesn't live here if thats the reason!

Also theres noises in the wall of my dads room. I'm hoping the creepy guy doesn't live in my wall, though I don't think theres enough room for a human to get in and live in my wall. So its most likely squirrels.

It's 1:43 a.m and I'm tired so I'm getting into bed to watch tv and fall asleep (:

Goodnight, thanks to anyone that reads my journal...I have a habit of making them unbearably long.