Posted

Apr 19th 2008

Sorry no recent updates. Haven't finished my projects I'm supposed to be working on. It's that whole 'having a life' thing I got going on. I'll try and put updates asap.

My throat is still sore, but most of the ickyness is gone. (sweet.)

Deleted every picture of her I could find. Ripped up the ones I had by my bedside. Wish there was something else around for me to destroy. I'm feeling violent today.

Keep having this dream where I'm sticking stones in my dress pockets while I'm walking out to sea. I feel pregnant in the dream. I am not scared. I am not sad. I have just realized, this is what has to be done.

And with that, I'll leave you.
"I can not get that sound you make, out of my head. I can't even figure out what's making it."