Posted

Mar 2nd 2008

Mood

Depressed

Music

Anythin' I can find that is emoish (lol)

Its dark,
i think i see a light,
but i can't move,
i'm stuck and the light is fading.

"Save me!" I scream to myself.
the light is growing dim,
i fear for my sanity.

I want to move,
I want to fight it,
really I do,
"Please believe me!" I scream to the dark.

But it just echoes back to me,
I 'm surrounded by nothing and yet everythying I fear,
the loneliness,
the darkness,
the loss of human warth is to much.

I slip into the darkness,
slowly,
quietly,
ever so silent.

No one can hear my silent pleas,
the pleas that fall on deaf air,
the ones that never get carrried,
the ones that never reach anyone.

They consume my soul,
or whats left of it,
soon there won't be anything left,
I'm dissappperaing.

Losing the battle,
and the scariest thyhing of all,
is,
I'm losing to myself.

I'm lost inside myself and that is why,
no one can ever find me.

Because I won't let them in.