Posted

Jan 31st 2008

Mood

Dead

OKay I haven't drawn anything or said anything in DA cuz my comp is busted the video card went BLAH and it doesn't want to work anymore so I had to take it to best buy so they could fix it but they already had a week with it and they still want two more days to work on it I mean come on what do they do, it seems so easy to just fix but apperantly its not true stupid ppl > anyways I haven't drawn much well I have but I stopped since I got disapointed and shot in the chest with an invisible arrow of loveless. you can say that I kinda got turned down, I like this guy in school and I thought he was flirting back maybe he was idk *shrugs* and like I think last week on thursday he said outloud about this girl and about holding hands and stuff and that she lives where he use to live and that he didn't go to a dance, things aren't really going well or something like that. Well that sounds like a gf to me doesn't it? so I was like *sigh* *turns emo*everytime i have that class I ignore him more than I did and well now I just want the class to end. sucks huh? but I can't stay angry at him cuz everytime he comes to me and starts talking he always has a way to make me laugh and smile no matter what and waits for me when class is over to walk with me and I make him laugh and he makes me laugh but idk what to do, do I ignore him or continue being like we use to cuz I know it won't be so easy to not like him I see him everyday once in a while in the halls one period and advisory *sigh* I like him alot thats for sure but I guess it wasn't meant to be I just will behind the scenes.

Anyways thats about it hope everyone is doing well and I will try to draw more stuff if I can

oh btw: I am using my brothers comp so yea ^^