Posted

Jan 30th 2008

Mood

Sad

Music

To you, my dearest..

Possibly... I'm the saddest I've ever been..
and... I have a feeling that depression is not going to leave me alone for... awhile..

A really good friend of mine left for the Marines yesterday.. He has a 4 year contract with them.. 4 years..
He comes back for 10 days in march.. but..
saying goodbye to him was so hard.. Everytime he comes back I'll have to say goodbye again.. and I'll cry again..
I haven't stopped crying since he left, or thinking something might happen to him.

I'm so scared.. I miss him so much already.. and it's only been a day.. I feel like it's been weeks..

I hope he's alright...

*hugs her stuffed bear..*