- Posted
- Nov 20th 2007
While this seems to be the case every time I write a journal...I am busy.
But also, I haven't been doing art. It hasn't ever gotten to an extreme like this before. I'll go a month or two without picking up a pencil.
I'm so lost artistically with out my best friend around to motivate me.
I'm about to start working full time.
I'm trying my best to maintain ties with the only family I have left but it's hard when I don't see them 90% of the time and go 3-5 days without seeing their faces once.
Moving out is more tedious that I ever expected. Not because of money. I have money covered but other obstacles stand in my way.
I'm in some form of emotional state all of the time.
A number of friends are having rough times of it.
I'm so very discontent.
Drawing for me has become a difficult task. I need my calm back. I need consistency back.
I need normal. ;;
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Longinius Says:
Awwww! I'm so sorry to hear that.
Yet again you seem to have the bad end of things... I know what it's like to be busy, and while I am incredibly busy, you sound even worse... *hugs* I couldn't go on without drawing hence I do the reckless thing of sleeping less and drawing during the evening. 
Anyway... I hope that you can get things sorted out. ^__^
scavenge Says:
I'm sorry you've been feeling rather upset lately...trust me i know...i've been feeling the same way.
Artwork has also been a hard task as well.
I wish i could do something to help chear you up :(
It makes me sad to see someone like you upset alot of the time...
Chear up soon sweetheart. And take it easy.