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ShadowxofxDesolation: So yeah...

  ShadowxofxDesolation: So yeah...
Posted
Nov 19th 2007
Mood
Anxious
This week I will have to sadly take the baby chicks Milton and Dilbert to their new home at my grandparents house.

They are too big already, and mom isn't very happy.

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And as you probably noticed, I haven't answered comments at all, or just a few.

It is for a few reasons. First...

Last week I got a job. Woo!

It is a kinda late update, but yeah.

Now I work at Winston Salem Industries for the blind. It is a really neat place. Now I make the collars of the suits the US Army soldiers wear.

I dislike war and the such, but meh. I'm getting money!

It feels so damn good to have a job.

But it is SO tiring.

I have been waking up at 4:30 or 5:30am, and it is HELL. The good thing is that they give me transportation from my house to the factory, and back.

Anyways. I get my first check this week! And this is a long weekend! I get from Thursday to Sunday off!

Annnd, 38 days left until Andrea comes here! Woo, I can't wait.

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On another note, I went yesterday to see my grandma, she is in the Intensive Care Unit in a nearby hospital. She has been in there for 3 weeks and 5 days.

It really sucks. When I saw her last night, I felt like crying.

She is all tied up and with breathing machines and being fed by tubes.

Lots of machines are connected to her and it is so awful.

She can't breathe by herself and her lungs are getting full of water. She also has low red blood cells, and she is all swollen. I'm so worried. :(

When I went into the room and called her, she opened her eyes and they were all teary. She can't move at all. I hugged her and kissed her on her forehead carefully and whispered she was going to get better.

She has the breathing tube taped to her mouth all awkwardly because she tried to remove it, and now it is all tight, and it probably hurts her so much.

I really wish I could help her. :(
 

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LadyPhoenix Says:

*hugs and wishes the best for your grandma*
theres not a lot you can do for her except be there for her and hope she wont suffer ;(

but I'm glad that you got that job. congrats!

pity also you're parting with the coolest little chicks evar. Best of luck to them in their live from now!

Gatowithagun Says:

I hope your baba gets better and soon! So we can all boogie on down when I'm there
I'm happy you finally got the job and you're positive 3 yeshhh I shall be there soon! I'll meet "your people"! WEEEEEEEEEE and talk in espanyol lol , er , try to. Or maybe not
And I hope Mil and Dil can have happy lives at your baba's, I know your grandfaj always puts on disco music for 'em to dance to so they don't get bored right?! YESH eheh

MegaraPhoto Says:

Thats all fantastic news, beside for your grandmother and for milton&dilbert...but still, theyre going to be well at your grandpa's house, im sure
And Stay positive for you grandmother..Be strong and wish the best for her.

Merina Says:

Congrats on the job.

I'm sorry to hear about your grandma. What do the doctors say about her situation? I really hope there's something they can do. But by the sound of it, it really isn't too good.
It reminds me to this line in a metallica video - one. "Fed through the tube that sticks in me, just like a wartime novelty"
Reminds me a bit to when my dad was dying as well.

On a good note, if something does happen. You'll have your girlfriend near by your side quite soon