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Schwarz gold: :'< +*will delete all gallery*

  Schwarz gold: :'< +*will delete all gallery*
Posted
Nov 15th 2007
Mood
Bad
Music
rammstein: ich will
I`m very sorry. I hardly appear here.
It`s just I have hard times now, I can`t draw, I have an artist block and it won`t go away, also this depression is killing me(literally), I`m trying to think positive, I really do, but there`s no f*cking use! I swear I have like a line of bad luck, or something. Every time I have
a happy moment, when I think that everything is back to normal,there is an asshole that appears and ruins the moment and then I`m even worse. I think that every good grade that I have in class ruins my life. Now I`m trying to focus on my schoolwork, that`s why I can`t do anything else, I can`t draw...or maybe I don`t want to...maybe I`m over with it...I`m really thinking of quitting drawing and start to study more.
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Sorry if don`t answer to your comment I`m just not in the mood, but I read them all! I swear! I read them all! Also I`m NOT quitting this place, I know, I appear on dA much more often, but I didn`t forget you people!! I like this place!
Also I deleted all my dA gallery and I`m doing the same here too. I`ll delete it tomorrow. I`l start everything again, so if you don`t like it, don`t watch me then! thank you!
So yeah I suck at life and drawing and also being a persone, so I`m not taking requests, ever again!

Some people are rude to me, then fuck everything! I`m going to be a total bitch then!
you caqn forget all goodie stuid me.


the end.

thank you for reading!




P.S. sorry for any mistakes
 

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Kaminary Says:

madam a vi soshli s uma o_O
ne smei udalat' galereu!!!! ya ponimau tvor4eskij krizis u vseh bivaet x_X u menya on bil 1.5 goda, i ya ne rvala na se volosi ))))
vse budet horosho )))
stukni mne v asu poboltaem )) 212339762

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eibhlin Says:

aww, I want to like make all these sad people cakes and tea and stuff and cheer them up

Plug In Girl Says:

*hugs*

Love you

I hope you start to feel better, and ofc I'll still watch you because you're a talented artist and you inspire me

Maybe you could just move your gallery to your shareables? It'd be nice to see improvements and such, and it'd boost your self esteem.

I hope you feel better soon, love you muchly

Hitaru Higakura Says:

W-what?
WHAT?!
You don't suck! Frick, you pwn every single person I knwowwww!!! DX
And I don't know WHAT son of a bitch dared say anything to bring you down like this, but OVER MY DEAD BODY I'M GONNA KILL THE ASS. D<
Also.
You're only going through a bad pass; I'm sure your life can't be THAT bad. I mean... It can't be that super horrible that your love for drawing's been completely demolished, right? Because if you really DID love to draw... Wouldn't you still do a teensy little effort? Like, a doodle once in a while. Not even meant to submit on DA or here, just... A doodle.
Oh.
And I'm drawing something for you now. ;^;

ForeverxDrowning Says:

You have talent! Don't put yourself down dear!!! Believe me- I know how terrible and frustrating depression can be and how you can often feel like you have no talent but it is not true!!! I love your art! Your style is distinct and your coloring is beautiful!!! And as for those ignorant people- you'll see those people every where! I have to deal with them too... You just have to realize they don't have much of a life and shrug it off. It's hard I know- but most of the time those evil people are just jealous or frankly just screwed up in the head! I hope I can offer a little bit of cheering up to you because you are so talented and I love everything you've drawn! I'd be honored to ever receive a request from you or even do an art trade. Dear, stay positive! I know it's easier said than done... but really try keeping that head high and you'll see in the end how much better everything will turn out!

DingChevaz Says:

stop putting your self >O what you said about being a bad person and stuff LIEZ

HaganeTheMetal Says:

T^T Schwarzie baik varyt ant saves...tu moki piest...ir man db yr tas supistas artist block...don't stop drawing X>X

HaganeTheMetal Says:

niekas negime visko mokedaMII....palipsniui vel ismoksi geriau ^^ nemesk piest...tu mane ikvepi su savo naruto fan artais

RedWorld Says:

NOOOOOO!!!!!!! T_T DON'T QUIT!!!!!!!!!!!!! </3 *hugs your feet*

MarrieNL Says:

Ohh no, don't think about the situation like that!!:( This is all wrong! Studying is just an important part of your life right, don't give up on it. Drawing is your passion, and you're good at it..so neither give up on that! We all have an artists block sometimes. In this case it's your school and a little depression. Nothing is forever, so this period will come to an end..either your block.
Focus on the important stuff..the good stuff will come again, I'm sure of it.
And don't delete your artwork! That's the worse thing you could do. You're very talented and I love your work, I enjoy it very much..Don't bring yourself down because you have nothing to submit at the moment. True art has no deathline.

Hugggz!! Marrie-chan