Posted

Oct 2nd 2007

why? why why why?

Okay, so I'm down now becuase I've been having a bad feeling all day. My mom's been gone roughly every night a week. More realistic about 4 nights, maybe. She's going through a divorce with a man I completely dispise. Worse part is, I think she might actually be trying to 'patch things up' with him for the seventh time. If they get back together, then I won't have anymore holidays this year. They'll be replaced by fights and arguments.

More bad news is that my aunt Linda is having problems with her husband too. He's cheating on her, and Linda has actually met the other girl. He hasn't come home long enough without leaving in another five minutes. Everyone's arguing down there and my cousins come up often trying to vent.

To make everything even worse, the same aunt found out she has cancer. I don't know what kind she has but she said that the doctors told her it was the kind that spread rather quickly.

I 'felt' the 'lines' of the year of 2007 wearing 'thin', but I really didn't want this to happen. I thought it would just be my mom getting back together with the bastard. I can handle that. But now with all this going on, I'm a little lost. The 'line' for the rest of this year is really 'thin', and I don't like it.