Posted

Sep 17th 2007

Mood

Annoyed

UGH my mom is so god damned annoying!
first of all I TOLD her that I was going wash the dishes when I got back from a party
I came home they were washed and when she came she then shouts at me that I didnt wash them....UGH
she refuses to let me have ny continually good times in my life
I could have cleaned the entire house and gone to the party and she STILL would have shouted at me about something
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we were washing clothes but because I went to help my friend with a cake I left early so I come hom walk into the washroom and yes everything is hung up.... but she didnt even bothering setting apart our clothes let alone hang up her own
it's not like its was a BUNCH of her clothes that would have needed a basket or anything to carry but no I have to hang up her god damned clothes in her closet!!!
UGH
I cook I clean I get good grades cant I just have ONE peaceful day???

literally eveyday she decides to nit-pick about something miniscule... I HAD TO CLEAN AT MY OWN BIRTHDAY PARTY FOR THE LOVE OF GOD
Day after day she usually complains about how I'm always on the computer
It's better than me being out having sex , stabbing people, getting stabed and all the other god forsaken things that are happening every single day here!

yes yes yes and just so you know according to my mother you're all rapists

EVERY single time I say that I might be meeting someone I met/know from the internet my mother says WELL YOU DONT KNOW IF THEY'RE RAPISTS OR NOT!!!

EVERY
SINGLE
TIME

I was going by my friend Ashley's house warming party and my mother said that i COULD GO
course I was happy beyond belief~
then I said that I knew her mainly from DA and she went absolutely APESHIT on me!!!

no srsly

She was suddenly like 'I DONT KNOW THESE PEOPLE I DONT KNOW THEM THEY COULD BE RAPISTS' I calmly stated that she could stay around and get to knwo them then she LITERALLY spat in my face while shouting 'oh you expect me to barge into their house and be like WHO ARE YOU WHERE ARE YOU from' etc UGH

also everytime I mention that I could stay with one of my DA friends for conventions she ALWAYS says 'well how do you know they arent lying they could be rapists'

UGH
I cant wait till I move to the states!!

just to let you all know I'm putting this all lightly. She's a real bitch

I cant have a bowl of ramen without my mother asking me if I'm planning on cooking anything for her...

Isnt SHE the one who's supposed to be cooking my food and washing my clothes while I study and try to do well for school or am I delusional?

When I get a steady job and can live from my own money I'm gonna truly tell her was a crappy job she did as a mother. All of the things I have were either bought by my father or someone else. 'My camera' that she got for me.... oh wait it's not MY camera till I earn it.... at this points I have done more cooking and cleaning that even the most underpaid maid could have saved up enough money for that camera!!!

I just want my dad to get me a cooler one so I can throw this one at her.

Not only that she is about to go on an ASIAN CRUISE and she is telling me she wont be able to afford to send me to college. Not that I would ever want her to... I'd never want to owe her something like that... but note she has been going on these extravangent cruises for two years now and she's telling me that I cant go to college cause she CANT FUCKING AFFORD IT!!! Not only that she said 'I work HARD for my money (she works in a bank in Air conditioning typing and talking on the phone all day) I dont see why I should have to send someone who isnt doing well in school'

woah woah woah lets back up here....

you wont send you daughter.... who is on the honor role... to college... because you get to sit in a bank all day...No offfense to my sister but she was NEVER on the honor role but she got to go to her first choice in college... MY SISTER WHO AT ONE POINT GOT A D IN MATH GETS TO GO TO COLLEGE BUT BECAUSE I 'WONT WORK HARD I CANT GO TO ART COLLEGE???

UGH She keeps threatening to put a password on my computer... she did NOT buy this computer for me and yes I know that computers use electricity but I think after giving her foot/back/hand rubs practically DAILY in primary school I think I earned MORE THAN ENOUGH to run my computer... half of the time I'm drawing on here anyway... aka PRACTICING TO GET A FREAKING SCHOLARSHIP TO SCAD UGH

she keeps threatening to beat me and stuff but at thispoint I think if she tried to beat me I'd hit her with my metal bat, claim she was coming at me and I swung in self-defense (which probably would be true)then ask them to send me to live with my dad who actually buys me thinsg when I achieve something

Example: Christmas:
My mom:.... actually I dont think she bought me anything... no really I cant remember if she got me anything....
My dad: A brand new computer with over 80GIGS and A wacom tablet
During the year:
My dad: got me a new school bag, notebooks, pens, pencils and the new HP book
What he wanted in return: Nothing but good grades
My mom: we went out to lunch on teh day the HP book came out drove PAST the book store and my motehr told me that she wasnt stopping to buy the book now because she didnt feel like it. I then had to beg her for weeks to buy a camera from my cousin because it would cost more if we bought it from a store...
What she wants in return: foot rubs, dinner, clean house always and straight A's


She also when APEshit over me cutting my hair.She was all like 'WAIT TILL YOUR FATHER SEES IT

my father visited yesterday

He smiled and said he liked it and was proud that I did such a good job by myself. My mom doesnt appreciate wheat i do at all she never says thank you to me ever but if I even get my dad a glass of water he'll say thank you.


I cant wait till she goes on her cruise. I'm practically forcing her to buy me stuff when she goes to japan. I'm gonna write a NICE LONG list of even the slightest thing I could possibly want from there.

Oh and just to show you how inconsiderate my mother REALLY is. It was this week taht it happened....(well last week I guess) I was getting ready fro school and we were late.... My hands were full of stuff because I had art that day I dont use my locker) she walked into the room and she told me to run off the light in tehr oom..... SHE WALKED PAST THE LIGHT SWITCH (its right next to the door way) I turned at her and said in a plain voice, 'cant you do it since you're right there and my hands are full' she shouted at me saying 'HOW DARE YOU TALK TO ME LIKE THAT WITH SUCH AN ATTITUDE'

not I said it in an almost monotone.....


so yes....

I probably left out a LOT of stuff from recently but If I put all of it It might make my page laik super long =3=


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I HATE HER SO BAD ;_;