Posted

Sep 6th 2007

Mood

Annoyed

So this might seem like another of those teen angsty things but I am genuinely pissed off with my dad. You can't say anything to him without him laying a guilt trip on you and it's pissing me off! For example, I've been trying to find work for a while cause I am otherwise sitting about doing nothing. So I've handed in CVs n stuff cause it's all the shops in my town have told me to do, and no one, not one of them has gotten back in touch to offer me so much as an interview! So I go to the next best thing, a temp agency which finds temp and maybe even perma work for people but so far they've only phoned me once for a job I can't even accept. So heres my dad having a go at me because I can't accept the job! What the fuck am I suppose to do, I can't take the bus cause it's too far away and I can't drive yet and a taxi is too expensive! So now I'm gunna have to go in for work which I don't want to (the dreaded call centre DUN DUN DUN!) which to be honest I am both scared to do and worried about. Who the hell wants irate customers shouting at you cause for some reason they've been screwed over by the company you're supposed to be representing? I know I don't, but it seems as though this is my only damned option to stop my dad from having a go at me because shops won't give me a chance even though I have experience.

The stupid thing is I went to a college to check out their animal care/nursing courses and they sound great! But of course my dad is all like "well what are you gunna do with that once you're done" WELL DUH I'M GOING TO DO ANIMAL CARE FUCKTARD! What else am I gunna fucking do? Librarian? Police Woman? No I'll go do an animal care course to do something completely irrelevant. I'm sick of him, he just throws a huge negative blanket over EVERYTHING I think of. Always questioning everything and it's pissing me right off! Why don't I just give up and go on the dole already and get pregnant and do drugs eh? I'm the only one of my siblings and me to have never done anything wrong in the way of smoking, drinking, pregnancy but I still get treat like I'm a little shit sometimes. At least I haven't gotten pregnant or had my friends wreck the joint.

Anyway I'll leave it at that cause of course people will find this annoying.
Kuri xx