Posted

Aug 22nd 2007

Mood

Dejected

This week has been quite horrible for me. I applied for a job, and spent a lot of time and effort trying to get it, but was turned down. I really hate my current job so much... I do data entry and it's horrible sitting at a computer everyday pretending to be a robot entering numbers for hours on end. I was very disappointed. School started today. I hate school most of the time, it's like torture for me. I was rejected by one of my teachers to be added to her class. Apparently the classroom is too small. I will continue to beg her to let me in though. :( If i dont get in i won't be a full time student and I will lose some of my financial aid, my health insurance, plus other bad things, etc. I just found out today that I went waaaay over on my minutes so my cell phone bill is ENORMOUS... :( I just moved into an apartment and me and my boyfriend don't have any money at all. He has a lot of debt, but luckily I have a savings account so I've been taking money out of there, but it's sad seeing that money disappear on things like rent and groceries. I've been having a lot of health issues lately too, but the Dr's have no idea what I have. I've been having so many tests done which is really stressful especially waiting for the results. That's also why I went over on my minutes because I've been talking to my mom so much because i've been so sad and stressed about my health. My classes seem really hard, and I wasn't able to get into an art class this semester which makes me very very very sad. Taking classes always helps me improve so much so I feel like I'm really missing out. So yeah meh ish :( :( :( :(

Bah, sorry for the rant. I'm really not the ranting type usually. It's just that everyone else is asleep and I can't sleep.