Posted

Jun 13th 2007

First off, let me start by saying, thank you for the watches, comments, and the favorites. I REALLY do appreciate it, PLEASE UNDERSTAND, I will not reply back and they have been nuked, but I HAVE read them. THIS IS WHY

MY DAD
They believe he is going to die soon. And they don't know what caused him to be in his current condition. I can't even use his mouth to chew. It's like he's loosing his bodily functions. I am in America, he's in Korea, it's hard not being there. It's hard knowing that I wont even get the chance to say goodbye to him.

Also, my boyfriend just broke up with me without even reason. At the worst time possible.

I also moved out of my house with my grandparents. I'm only going back to Atlanta now to get the rest of my clothes and say goodbye to my friends.

And the FAQ to how I am doing?
NOT GOOD!

So when I do submit art, I still would appreciate if you comment like you normally do. Art sometimes is my only way to escape from my problems along with music. And to know that someone else appreciates it makes me a little more happier.

I know you guys probally don't like reading journals about this, but I think you all deserve to know, that I am going through something really rough. And as an artist, I want you to see that my pain does effect my work in good or bad I don't know. And also because I want you guys to know me not only for my work too.

I hope everyone elses summer goes well and when you start school back up you'll have a good year. Situations will come up, some like mine, some not as bad, but know that there is someone always put there for you that will be there to give you the advice you need and offer you their shoulder.

Thank you guys so much for allowing me give you apart of me, through my art, and I promise once I get over this, everything will be back to normal. I just don't know how long it will take.