Posted

Jun 12th 2007

Mood

Embarrassed

Shitty inside feelings. This hasn't happened in a long while. The feelings that is. Embarassing myself seems to have become a bad habit for me. Don't really want to say what's happened.

Why can no one tell I'm laughing or smiling anymore? It feels like I am, making those expressions that is, but people still ask me what's wrong and I respond with:
"O.O? I thought I WAS smiling/laughing."

Tommorow's my graduation walk. Hopefully I won't trip. That's my biggest fear. Neither of my brother's are coming though, which is okay. Because the one from Cali. is coming in August maybe, (yey!) And the other, who lives with me, can't go because he has school.

Anyway, Ionno. Just felt like typing this out, otherwise I wouldn't get it out any other way and that would be bad. I always cover things up with a smile or a laugh, so no one takes me seriously anymore. Baaaah.

=(I always cover things up with a smile or a laugh, so no one takes me seriously anymore. Baaaah.
=(

I'll get to your guy's comments soon. Sorry I haven't been active.