Posted

May 24th 2007

i'm sorry, but i cannot stay with this website... it's simply annoying. around two months before i left, i started to get this weird feeling... everything was set on replay. every immature little aspect of this wonderful horrible site was set on repeat. complaints about popularity, complaints about fanart, complaints put in a verbal form (aka rants.... oh god) and i just got sick of it. this site is so very full of immature little beasts that i simply can't stand to be nearly as large of a part of it as i was previously.

some of you may be aware that i've been using the account Bulba which was one failed attempt to stay a part of this site while remaining low profile. towards the time i left, i was masking my feelings. i always acted as nice as i could toward everyone on this site, but toward the end it got unbearable. i'm not so full of sunshine and rainbows, and the truth is... so many of you are annoying.... of course you'll probably know if i'm a friend of yours, i'm not stating that this is a general representation of most, or even close to a majority of the site.... however some are just unbearable (cough, leprachaun, theonewingedangel, and general emo/punk/goth/furry outcasts who lack any social ability) all of these people just seem... to try to stand out by being different sooo much... but in doing so... they just contradict their beliefs.
i'm not saying it's bad to be different. nooooo far from that. however, i don't enjoy it when people try soooo hard to be different (renner). it sucks all originality right out of you.

anyway... i'll be around a bit. how could i abandon what so easily consumed a year and a half of my life with just this journal?! but... i'll eventually lose all interest and probably only visit this years later when i wish to reminisce.

i guess this is bye... i probably won't ever speak to you again. seeya sheezyart.
consumer of my originality.
source of much pressure.
incredible inspiration.
"a place for friends"

i'm on deviantart.... kinda. [DEVIANTART LINK]


Yearbook
and i couldn't leave you fine people (i use the word "fine" to describe a very small percentage of you) without your precious yearbook. i'll find new management... probably my last effort for this site.