Posted

May 12th 2007

Mood

Tired

I dunno. I feel it best for me not to be so dependent on art sites to keep me motivated. I want to improve by myself. In my own little corner in the world, as silly as that may sound. Don't get me wrong. It's not to say no one has helped me whether by pointing out things I could improve on or generally inspiring me.

But alas. I just need time... I need it away from other artists. A time again to fool myself into thinking there are very little artists in the world so I don't find myself over-whelmed and committing to ridiculous standards. One step at a time.

I haven't been very active here anyway, so frankly, I don't expect many to miss me or whatever. I mean it's life. People disappear like that. Not to say I won't be back. I just need time to enjoy as opposed to wearing a heavy heart so much.

To those of you who enjoy my art, I am deeply sorry. But this is for the best. I will only be uploading things to my exclusive gallery when I feel like it. I like its quiet ground, where one can enjoy the art (or dislike it) silently. Words sometimes just can't... distinguish the true feeling people are overcome with when they see something they like. Or don't like, for that matter. No comments. No favorites. No "score"s. Which is what I need right now.

I'll see you all.

~ Yoli