Posted

May 12th 2007

Mood

Relaxed

Music

T.A.T.U. -- "How Soon Is Now?"

http://www.depressionny.com/q&a.htm

I qualified for a diagnosis of both major depression and dysthymic disorder, so we went with the latter. I have an appointment on the 14th for further evaluation. "Further evaluation" meaning "what meds you get." :) I know, emooooo. Can't help it.

So. Who's not completely sick of me? I'm at least feeling a little better since I got diagnosed.

I'm finally painting for once since my friend told me to basically ignore what my insides were saying about how terrible I am at it and "just do it" (so to speak). Funnily enough, I don't hate the result so far. I still need to note him to think about that, but I'm being half-arsed and hoping he'll see this journal so I don't have to, since dA is currently "in maintenance mode" every other five minutes.

And also, sorry for not looking at more art. I haven't gotten around to telling most of the people at deviantART yet, but they capped our download speed at 5.5 kb/s here! Arrrgh. I hate my college. :( So it takes a million years for everything to load and the thought of keeping up with what little art I DO watch is a bit intimidating. Excuses, excuses, lol.

How is everybody? Got any Apophysis questions? Ask away--I'm feeling quite good today. :)