Posted

Feb 1st 2007

Mood

Angry

Not related to the old journal, but a rant nonetheless: If there is one thing I fucking HATE, it's being left out of the loop. If something bad is happening to a friend of mine, TELL ME, ESPECIALLY if it's gonna end up affecting me as well. I'm SICK and FUCKING TIRED of all the little inside jokes and comments, the words said and the words with-held. GODDAMN IT PEOPLE, I'VE GOT FEELINGS TOO. You think I LIKE suddenly having the world crash down around my ears and not even knowing WHY? Well, I fucking DON'T. If you don't trust me enough to tell me when something is wrong, then don't even talk to me. I don't want to hear your fake happy.

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Side note: sorry to all my friends on AIM, but it's being a super-bitch to me and not working. I'll try and fix it as fast as I can.

Aching for something beyond my grasp
All I can do is look in the past
I cry out in pain and look up at the sky
Can I ever live here without asking why?