Posted

Jan 1st 2007

Mood

About to EXPLODE!

Music

COUNTRY! as usual

Alright, so sticking with the common theme of this time, i'm writing my new years journal on the first day of 2007!! HURRAY!!!

I'm also stealing from my buds and gonna go through my year, my friends, and my resolutions, its not terribly important, just skip to the IDs below to see who has made an impact on my life

First off, my year, 2006 has definatly been a BUSY year, and most definatly my best year yet. I've had a few regrets, and i've hurt a few people, but for the most part, i think its mostly been happy. Actually, looking back, i was kinda a whore this year, 3 BFs in one year, thats kinda skanky aint it... well, the first one was gay, so its hardly THAT big an issue...

My top events of the year 2006:
1)Sept 4 - Honestly, this day never ended, it was SOOO much fun. Biked all the way down to the lake with some good friends, and just hung out till the sun went down, i dnot think i'll forget that day for a while.
2)First day of School - DM20 and Shadow should remember this crazy day! We went swimming in the local river, and grabbed some hot chocolate, man, seriously, this was so much fun!
3) Christmas Day - Squiggy came over, she got drunk, and the two of us, plus my bro and his girl all hung out for so long, it was sooo awsome
4) New Years Eve - Three of the most important people in my life were with me to watch the dawn of a new year, and i will honestly remember it fondly. I LOVE YOU GUYS! I HAD THE BEST TIME EVER!!
5) The day i met Gellie - This day, June 25 i think it was... my best girl's brithday I met him, we started talking, and he has gotten me back into my art, as crappy as it is... I dont know why, but i was going through a dry spell, and i just COULDN'T draw, but then he helped me get back on that horse, and i haven't fallen since! thanks, you rock!

These few people have made a real impact on my year of 2006, for better or worse, i have become a new person.

- I know he hates me and what not, and i know i hurt him, but after being his friend, and going through what we did, i have grown so close with my girls, i made a new friend DM20, and he has taught me so much about forgiveness. I hope that someday, that if i ask for your forgiveness, that you can give that to me... Good Luck with your life Ghaz.

- Boy, i know i hurt you, and i cant ever make you feel better. But i must say, your strength and courage to face your life, and to face me, gives me courage to face my fears, and my challenges. I just want you to know that your not alone, and if you need a friend, you know I'm still here if you need me.

[Squiggy] - She is my wife, my best friend, and my greatest treasure. She is so precious to me, and the end of this year has brought us so close, its scary. Her courage is amazing, and her outward happiness is what usually keeps me going most of the time. I love you Squiggs, and i will never ever let you go, your my girl for always (oh, btw, i'm not lesbian ok)

- She's taught me that the truth may hurt, but it's better then lieing.

- You're always with me buddy, you are such a good friend. You too have taught me to be strong, and your hopeless romantic ways encourage me to think the same, that maybe love can exist. Thanks Shadow

- What can I say, you have made your own little dent in my life. Finally, someone that treats me like i dont always have to be the strong one, i dont have to be the tough guy. Thanks babe.

Finally to the most exicting part! My RESOLUTIONS!!
1) GRADUATE WITH MY FRIENDS! - Dont as why, i just do
2) Finish RTG - Ya right!
3) Find a Job - I really could use one