Posted

Aug 18th 2006

Mood

Relaxed

Music

Thrice - Music Box

Ok, not much to talk about right now. The school started, and I have some kind of social problems. (my mom found some information from the internet and found out that I have a "fear of social situations".. or something like that.) So.. I'm afraid to use the school bus, get into panic, and also become uneasy and miserable when we have teamworking or pairworking on the school lessons. Because I'm so shy and quiet, that's why. And my classmates seem to understand me wrong and leave me alone because of my quiet nature.

I'm so glad it's a weekend. But I'm still a little stressed. But I should just try to concertrate on the school more, since this is my last year in this school, and after that I get a final report, which will let me to get to the high school. (at least that's my goal.)

Last year I was away from school lots of times, mainly because of this same problem. But I'm trying my best not to start it all over again. Sometimes I feel a little desperate though, when comes to think of that the school just started.. and I already have one hour absence. (good thing my mom managed to calm me down so I could get to the school for the rest of the day after all, instead of being away the whole day.)

So.. anyway. Sorry for explaining al this stuff. But I've told this everywhere else, so I thought you should get to know my problems too. And now when the school has begun I might not be able to send much art anyway. Maybe in weekends, but other than that, it's going to be rare.

That's all. Have a nice day. (or night, like we have in this side of the world.)