Posted

Jul 10th 2006

Mood

Pathetic

Ever just wonder whether or not all the work and love you put into something will be worth it in the end.....?

I started what had to be my 10th Legend of Dragoon game yesterday and beat the first disc today. I'm glad there are people out there who still play the game and visit my site about it, and e-mail me about it...

I wish I could get the same attention for other things I do. I know. I'm sulking and whining. But I really don't think I'm the only one. I see so many great artists here (and elsewhere) completely overshadowed by "OMG anime/furry/fanart" crap, it's kinda sickening. It's like high school online. Unless you draw "what's popular", forget about getting anything out of this place.

I'm sorry I'm just basing this off of what I've seen whenever I go to update my page here. I'm sure part of it has to do with me being rather inactive here. I'm sure if I could visit here everyday my view may be different and I'd know more people. Right now my internet access is highly limited, and when I am online I have priorities. SA is towards the bottom. But enough. I'll move on.

In other news, I applied for a full-time position at the company I'm interning at. I really hope I get the job because I'm loving my internship. I hope I hope I hope....