Posted

May 21st 2006

Mood

Unworthy

I've seen it twice now, Lord of war that is, and you know. the girls who met Yuri Orlov, said something about AIDs... that.. seems to make me feel a bit better about myself... "Why worry about something that can kill you in 10 years, when there are so many things that can kill you today."

Exactly, So why worry about being sick now? When in 10 or so years, ill deal with it, Ill have enough time to prep myself for happiness.

I could take it as a horrible set of events, or i could take it as, I could be in a car accident, and be suddenly rendered immobile.. or, i can prep, and do all i can and know it's a possibility.

No, before you ask, I dont have AIDS... i used the quote to make myself feel better about my Neuropathy...

my legs itch, my back hurts, my head kills.. my appetite has slimmed down to about 6 bites of food, and i get so worn out by just standing up... THANKS ALOT WORLD...



Oh and, yes, im still offering commissions..


My fiance and i are in a bit of financial ruin. I cant take out a loan for 2k because the bank runs in denominations of 5. I tried taking a loan from my mother, and she threw it in my face as, "he's not a good provider" and "You should leave him and come home" "if you give me a good few reasons why i should help, i will, but not until then"

I do commission work 16h/d and it's mostly all going to debts and payments of bills.

If anyone can take it within their hearts to help out and buy a bust commission for 10$ id really appriciate it. I can accept Paypal/Checks/Moneyorders/cash.

We really need the help, and ive met the ends of my means. If anyone can help. or maybe spread the word. Thank you. I will thank you and appriciate you forever. You will forever have a place in my little heart.

Thank you.

at the very least, i need to do 300, 10$ commissions. just to stay afloat. If you can help or help out a bit, please let me know.