Posted

Jan 9th 2006

Mood

Annoyed

Well looks like I never got the hospital job, lol didn't think I would anyhow. So that's one dilemma that I don't have to think on at the moment.

Hours are still down and it looks like they are staying that way for a wile. I asked my boss why, and the reply was along the lines of,

"well I hear you say all the time, "sometimes I wonder..... sometimes I wonder why I bother being here?" so I wonder why you're here if you simply don't wanna be?"

Well it's not as simple as that considering that's a quote taken out of contact. I SAY that about everything from the weather, to water-wings! From conversations with people to products we sell! And I say it to make people laugh when they don't seem very happy!

Sorry, but if I find I can make someone smile for a moment when I say something silly, funny, stupid, or out-right weird and they walk away laughing or at least entertained for a moment, then I did a GOOD thing.

An example of said 'quote' I used the other day when I passed one of my fellow workers when they were doing something very funny. They were demonstrating something to a customer and were flapping her arms in the air like a chicken. So I stopped, shook my head and laughed and said, "sometimes I wonder.."

And for those won can't fill in the rest of that thought I'll spell it out for you, " some times I wonder about people".

A strange object comes up at cash, like a towel with 'Happy Halloween' printed on one side and 'merry xmas' on the other. And the quote would go in here as, "sometimes I wonder about things like this.."

I wonder about the weather, people's actions and thoughts. About the media, and music, about computers, and the human mind! I wonder about a lot of things in this world!! IT'S WHAT MAKES ME HUMAN DAMN IT!

And right now I got a quote, "I WONDER WHY I BOTHER EXPLAINGING MYSELF WHEN NOONE LISTENS!"