Posted

Sep 14th 2005

Mood

Cheerful

Music

Brittney Spears - Toxic

Oh yay! Sheezy's back online! A lot's happened since then.
Well, I'm in college now! It is SO awesome! Save for the homework, which is murderous. I have my own dorm and my roommates' alright (though lately he's been throwing parties and I've had to go hang out in my friends' room). Oh yeah, and we have wireless internet all over the campus! I've never in my life had such a fast connection, and my laptop can access the 'net from anywhere! Freakin' awesome!!

...oh yeah. And... I came to UNM. I could have gone to DeVry. I graduated, and I lived out my summer. It was actually pretty fun! Heheh, I can't believe I did it, it still seems like a dream I only vaguely remember. I guess... at some point, I branded DeVry "follow your dream, make videogames" and I listed UNM as "follow your dream, learn to draw". I had to make a choice, and I have so many resources falling perfectly at my feet in either direction. The problem is that they would disappear the second I chose one or the other. I only have one shot.
So... without realizing it... I guess I made a choice.
I can't screw this up. I wonder what the heck I'm doing. Heheh. I started wearing a pendant that was a combination of two others that had broken. One icon is a resin cross my mother gave me. The other is a pewter wing I won from a Yugioh tourament. Together, they make up my mantra:

On a wing and a prayer!!!

w00t! Heheheh. So, I guess that's where I am right now. I have no idea what the hell I'm doing, just this strong, optimistic urge that's telling me everything will turn out alright.